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Name: Jing-Jing
Birthday: 1/4/1986
Gender: Female


Interests: writing stories, dreaming, thinking, reading, checking my email, talking, listening to music, dancing, meeting new people, eating new foods, playing with my molecular models kit
Expertise: scanning and testing motherboards, dogs, survey data entry and analysis, including graphing
Occupation: Other
Industry: Engineering


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Member Since: 9/1/2003

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Friday, July 18, 2008

    It was beautiful out there. The gentle breeze blowing through our hair, the waves gently rocking the dock, the water glistening under the moonlight, and the peaceful silence of nothing but our voices. The stars and the clouds so clear that you feel like you could just reach out and grab them. All we needed was a seductive melody sung from a saxophone or a sensual tune drawled from a piano to enhance the mood even more. It didn’t matter that we barely knew each other; all it took was one look into those beautiful eyes and I would willingly drown in them forever.


Tuesday, April 15, 2008

            In my lifetime, I have never seen so much negative publicity surrounding the Olympic games. Not a day passes that I don't hear something about Free Tibet protesters trying to disrupt the passing of the Olympic torch on its journey around the world, or about some president boycotting the opening ceremonies. As a Chinese-American who has lived in China and visited it many times, it makes me sick to hear this news and angers me of how little “the other side of the story” we are exposed to.

The Olympics is a symbol of peace and unity between the continents of the world. It is about athletes and spectators coming together from many different countries to better understand each other's cultures while competing for a chance at glory. China has been awarded the honor of holding the 2008 Summer Olympics and as a proud country with a history of 5000 years, this is the first time China has been given the chance to show the world who they are. Don't judge it before you have experienced what life is really like there.

Human rights are a big issue, but the strides that China has made since the 1960's have been tremendous compared to any country's progress in such a time frame around the world. I'll admit that the censoring of media coverage to foreign media in China and the censoring of some Internet sites to Chinese citizens is not a positive aspect of China, but to boycott the Olympics because of this is absolutely ridiculous!

If the US were to boycott the Olympics completely, that means the athletes who have been training day in and day out for the past 4 years might lose their only chance to compete with the best athletes of their sport in the world. Talk about loss of human rights. It would not matter what the athlete's opinions on the political issues would be, they would not be able to compete for their country even if they wanted to.

As seen on the recent media coverage about political issues surrounding China and the Olympics, the news that we see and hear about in the United States is not without bias as well. The only Tibetans that have been on TV, on the Internet, in the media are the ones protesting to Free Tibet. What about the other 2 million Tibetans who actually live in Tibet? What’s their say in the future of Tibet?

Before unification with China, Tibetan society was based on a caste system. Women were property, slaves remained slaves with little chance of rising any higher. Since it became an active part of China again in 1951, China has tried to abolish old Tibetan ways of suppression and invested millions of dollars to build railroads through Tibet to connect it to rest of the country and improve its economy.

The Tibetan Youth Congress is a worldwide organization of Tibetans, most of whom have never even set foot in Tibet. They were the ones who started the rebellion. They were the ones who did not care about the people their protesters killed when they burned Han shops to the ground with people still inside, when they pillaged the streets shouting for their freedom while ending the freedom and lives of others.

 Five teenage girls of Han descent were shopping one day in the streets of Tibet The next thing they knew, the shop was engulfed in flames set by protesters. Only one survived. (Tibetan and Han are different minority groups in China. Han is what the majority of the people in China are.)

The Chinese army had to step in to control what they were doing. If Texans decided one day to become a country again, would the US government just smile and wish us good luck? What happened when the southern states tried to secede? Abraham Lincoln wanted to keep the United States unified. Why should we deny the Chinese government of the same goal?

China is a beautiful country, with history and conflicts just like any other. It is a country of change, of progression, but most of all of unification. They want their country to be united and rule in peace, just like any other country. There are internal conflicts, but let China work them out. You didn't see the world join in on the US civil war did you?

Don't deny athletes the opportunity to compete in a once in a lifetime experience. Don't deny China of its right to rule their country their own way. Don't deny the torchbearers their privilege to run through streets without people trying to snatch the torch away. And most of all, don't deny yourself the opportunity to go to the Olympics. See what China is really like, and judge for yourself what China really represents.


Saturday, August 25, 2007

Wow.... it's been a long time. Let's see....

summer = Europe fun + Brackenridge + Spanish visitors

And Europe = France + Belgium+ England+ Greece+ Italy + Spain.

Fun= taking pictures+walking around+sight seeing+ going to the beach + going to clubs + train rides+ plane rides + eating interesting but good food+ sleeping in weird places+ meeting interesting people + drinking + getting rained on+ posing for pictures+ just the sheer excitement of it all.

And Brackenridge= Internal medicine rotations+ OB/GYN rotations+ Galveston.

Internal medicine= seeing pregnant men (liver disease)+ depressing stuff+ morning rounds+ many Spanish speaking patients+ eating cafeteria food+ waking up really early+ morning report+ 1 noon conference.

OB/GYN = Labor and Delivery (lots of babies) + Hysterectomies + surgery+ Ultrasounds+ c-sections+ vaginal births+ waiting a lot+ cake + seeing all Spanish speaking patients+ having to hold up a woman's leg so she can push + holding on to a woman's hand when she's getting sewed up + squeezing lubricant for people + staying up late and working night shifts.

Galveston= lectures+ tours+beach+expensive restaurants+ 2 breakfasts+ free lunch+ rain+ riding in the back of a pickup truck trying to outrun the thunder and lightening and rain + pictures+ Old Red+ trivia!+ anatomy lab tour+ winning a book +  problem based learning+ team based learning + Stan + stan's cousin+ Harry Potter + Robert Orly+ the limo that wasn't really a limo + waiting around for 45 mins for a bus to take us somewhere where we could've walked to in 15 mins + many many mosquitoes.

And Spanish visitors = going up to the UT tower + 6th street and lots of dancing+ san marcos for tax free weekend+ innerspace caverns + bat watching+ going to the capitol at night + Zilker park + snow cones+ round rock outlets + lakeline mall+ barnes and nobles+ saltgrass steakhouse+ tour of UT, especially the geology building + picking up t-shirts + taking pictures with guitars + which wich + pot belly's + waiting.

So overall, my summer has been very productive, memorable and life-changing. And it once again proved the irony that is my life. Long story short, maybe Dallas was just not far enough from Austin, Jaen, Spain is much better. Who knows? I heard it's a beautiful city and Granada, the city close to it is like a fairytale city with mountains and castles. who wouldn't want to live in a place like that? now, all I have to do is learn Spanish. Hola, como estas? Me llamo Jing-Jing. Me gusta el helado fresa.

I Could Not Ask For More - Edwin McCain

Lying here with you
Listening to the rain
Smiling just to see the smile upon your face
These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive
These are the moments I'll remember all my life
I found all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more

Looking in your eyes
Seeing all I need
Everything you are is everything to me
These are the moments
I know heaven must exist
These are the moments I know all I need is this
I have all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more

Chorus
I could not ask for more than this time together
I could not ask for more than this time with you
Every prayer has been answered
Every dream I have's come true
And right here in this moment is right where I'm meant to be
Here with you here with me

These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive
These are the moments I'll remember all my life
I've got all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more

Chorus

I could not ask for more than the love you give me 'Coz it's all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more
I could not ask for more



Sunday, July 22, 2007

There is something about just starting out into the darkness. When you know your eyes are wide open, yet you cannot see a thing. That is what it felt like standing on the deck of the ferry that was taking me back to Athens at 10pm, similar to the feeling of staring out at the endless sea on the beach on Santorini at night. The darkness, the unfamiliarity, the unknown, the future. A million possibilities light the sky. A thousand different paths. But only one destination.
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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Stuck, trapped, torn

Have you ever felt stuck? Trapped in-between what you want to be, yet are afraid to become and what you're used to, yet are trying to break away from? I feel that these college years are my in-between years. A part of me wants to break away from my parents, so I can do whatever I want, but then, I would be financially broke. I don't know if it's just culture, or just me, but I still feel that no matter what I do, I would like the "approval" of my parents. Maybe I'm hoping that if I was totally independent from them, I won't feel that way anymore, but I'm not totally sure about that. It's like another conscience, always nagging at me. Life is great with your parents supporting your back. Not having to worry about rent, tuition, miscellanous expenses... But as I see my friends around me paying their own way, living on their own, maybe even taking care of their parents, makes me feel like a bum. That part of me makes me want to just find a job. Forget about med school and getting into more debt, I need money! I don't want to spend the rest of my life paying off loan interest. I hate owing people money. But med school will eventually pay off. After more years of gruesome homework, exams and labs. Clinical rotations should be fun. It's only 4 years of my life. I am 21 years old. I can drink, I can gamble, I can go to war, I can rent XXX movies and go to full nudity strip clubs. While I can do all those legally, and be subjected to punishments as an adult, when your dad says no, you can not live with a boy, heh, then no, it ain't gonna happen. Main control tactic-he's paying rent. I don't like the secrecy. But I just can't say it. Just because of the disapproving look in their eyes. During the week, I am alone, independent, my choices are mine. But as soon as I step into the place I've called home, there is an invisible barrier between my desires and whether they are wrong or right. I want to spend time with my parents, because you need to cherish that time while you can. But I also want to spend time with others, who offer a potential and a certain satisfaction that parents can not meet. I am torn between my desires. One hand reaches for the future, while the other has a firm grasp on my parent's door.



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